Baca apa bulan Januari 2023 ini?

I read 3 books, still in slow reading mode. Target baca tiap hari juga masih kacau balau. As I write back in December, everything seems messed up. I still have to work to solve that.

Anyway... Tiga buku yang kubaca:

1. Desert of Hope from Surah Maryam by Guidelight

2. Pribadi Hebat by Hamka

3. Love and Happiness by Yasmin Mogahed

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Beberapa catatan dari buku 2 dan 3.

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So, what books do you read this January? Can you share it? (: Boleh komen di sini, atau pm, atau mention di sosmed apapun hehe.

Kalau belum ada yang dibaca, barangkali kamu bisa share wishlist buku yang ingin dibaca Januari ini... ^^

Terakhir, untukku, atau siapapun. Kalau membaca terasa berat, coba cek lagi why-nya. Kalau udah nemu, mari mulai membaca lagi, step by step. From a small baby step. Dari buku-buku ringan yang topiknya kau minati. Semangat baca semuanyaaa ^^

Bye 5!

I didn't know that there's a mirror there.

I forget that it can make a twin version of me

Till someone point it out

And I feel caught up

Busted

I thought I hide it perfectly behind the smiling mask

I didn't realize, what I write there is a reflection inside my head

So when someone pointed it out

How negative it is

How dark it is

Suddenly I want to hide

I feel busted

I always put a positive remark in whatever I write

But inside those pages

I put it as it is

How I feel about myself

How I see myself

I didn't even think ahead

How other people see it

How they perchieve it

Sometimes I even put an ambigous sentence to make them confuse

I didn't want to be judge by pieces of paper

I am not ready yet to open up

I still have to learn to love myself

to learn how to see everything in a positive sides

Allahua'lam.

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PS: I posted it back January 2022. And then put it back to draft some times after posting it.

I don't remember why I wrote this. *now I think I remember haha. Subhanallah, what an amazing brain Allah gives us.

Anyway. I know it's 2023 now.. I haven't write a single post. My last post in 2022 is kinda grey. So I read my drafts, found this and decide to repost it.

If I want to add/change something from what I wrote above.