Bismillah.

#SensiMe

At first I am excited. Maybe.. maybe I can connect and talk about many things with this kind of method of communication. So I sent the letter.

But perhaps, because I was expecting so much, that's why when the reply arrive, I got disappointed. I'm not saying the replies are bad. No it is not. I still appreciate that someone reply my letter. But I found the same familiar sad feeling after reading it. I can't find any question mark in the letter. So it feels like a disconnect.

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Maybe I am just in introvert phase. And I am just expecting at least one question mark, so I could tell others hundreds about me. But because there's not a knock there. How could I open my door, if there's no one knocking on it? So I am standing behind the doors feeling confused, part of me want to open it. But I'm afraid no one want to listen. So I take a step back. I am in my introvert phase. Let's wait for another extrovert moment, and then impulsively open the doors, and talk to strangers again.

Perhaps, I just need to learm to become a person who's brave to ask question, listen, and learn. And if I really want to speak for myself, I could do it alone, in my own way. Just like how I usually do. Open mic, and post it somewhere and let the world listens. Or open hand, and send up prayers as Allah is always listening.

Wallahua'lam.

Bismillah.

Beberapa hari ini saya tidak bisa membaca ipusnas di laptop. Awalnya saya pikir, masalah koneksi. Tapi setelah cek hape, dan menemukan masalah yang sama, aku pikir pasti ada update terbaru.

Setelah di update, bagus ternyata banyak tampilan baru yang baik~ Tapi, sedihnya. Cuma di hp aja. Yang komputer belum ada update, tapi yang lama jadi gak bisa kepake juga. Karena mungkin "link" untuk akses file-nya udah beda alamatnya. Jadi deh, meski tampilan masih bisa, tapi, untuk akses ebook-nya gak bisa. TT Sedih. 

Sempat terpikir untuk mengakali, pakai screen mirroring siapa tahu meski aplikasinya di hp, masih bisa baca di layar besar. Tapi ternyata setelah dicoba zonk. Kenapa? Kan ada aturan gak bisa screenshoot, jadi otomatis saat screen mirroring, pas buka aplikasi iPusnas, langsung hitam gelap, dan gak bisa ><

Ya sudahlah, mungkin ini pertanda untuk baca buku fisik lebih banyak, atau baca di hp, tapi harus sabar karena layarnya kecil dan ada retak-retaknya hahaha.

Anyway, apapun kendalanya, semoga tidak menyurutkan keinginan kita untuk membaca. It's better reading a book than just scrolling nonstop on social media.

Sekian curhatnya. Berharap ada developer iPusnas yang baca, dan segera rilis versi update aplikasi iPusnas di komputernya hehe

Kututup dengan sebuah pertanyaan, sudahkah membaca hari ini? Baca buku apa? Halaman berapa? Apa insight/quote yang kau dapat dari buku tersebut?

Let's share and invite other to read too~ Bye 5!