Bismillah.
Aku masih perlu banyak belajar, tentang prioritas yang berubah saat aku mengambil amanah baru.
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I am standing here, feeling lost.
Founding myself guilty again. My ego keep finding the best excuse to make me the right one. But I know, I think I'm at fault.
It always hurt when you know you make a mistake, again. It always hurt when you think that you might fail again.
I never intend to hurt someone else, but if someone feel hurt because of me. It means there's something that I do that might be wrong. Perhaps I cary thorns all over my body, that's why a little touch will hurt others.
This life is a test, and this is the new test for me. I hope I will stay close to Allah, and never wandered and lost again like that time. I wish I could be a better person, even if I am as slow, or ever slower than anyone else.
Let's make a lot of dua. This is the month of du'a, right?
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